emo-post.... lol

since everyone is doing emo-posts in everyone's blogs. let me do one too alrightz? lol.

being in taylor's has been a very different experience for me. if you know my high school life, i was hardly in class, being very involved in my high school band. i was under the sun a lot, marching, doing formations, playing music.... there was so much discipline and hard work involved.

this year, SAM. i tell you, being in class has been a great experience. maybe that's why i actually enjoy class? because i rarely had the chance to do so back then... to just be a student without other worries except studying.

i know i've not been a very nice person at times, i admit it, i'm not proud of it. but i can say that i've always been true to myself. i may not be nice to you in front of you, but i act the same way behind you. i'm never all sweet and sugary then i backstab you. i've always had a perfectionist streak, and i know it comes out in a bad way. i get very impatient easily, i get annoyed with people who distract me.... stuff like that. again, i'm not proud of it. and i cannot justify my own actions. it's just me. and i guess you've just gotta bear with me. lol.

sometimes thinking of random stuff this year just makes me laugh. ahahaha. chin aun's face! omg his face is hilarious! lol. eve's bimbo-ness.... you won't believe how annoying i found her earlier this year and how much i hang with her now. superr contrasting. mei sin's superr loud laughter! haha it's so... her. anil's silly questions and answers. omg. so annoying yet funny. ian's thoughtful-ness. haha okay everyone just let me clarify there is nothing between us but i really think he's a very, very thoughtful person. jean's rolling eyes and sarcastic-ness and her silliness! =) sarah's all sweet and demure outside yet her crazy and perasan personality! ;) siow cherng's
caring-ness, her gossip, her honesty.. cuppy's vibrant personality. juen's cuteness and clear, loud voice. yiew tsing's perasan-ness and sporting-ness. lol my english is getting bad. kumar's bumblebee shirt. and wai yee. omg did you know she was my primary sch mate back when i was in kuantan in std 4? such a small world! ping syen's craziness. pin sze's and my blurness whenever we're doing chem practical. jih huei's sleepy, blur face. and of course, amanda's bluntness and huiru's dumb blonde-ness. lol. you two have really made my year man! =) *ps if your name is not here i've yet to think of something to say about you. sorry =(

i just wanted to say, it's been a good experience knowing most of you, if not all of you =) i do appreciate you, even if i don't say it. even if i hardly know you, i always believe our paths cross for a purpose and i thank you for leaving your footprints in my life. i hope i've been able to impact your life in my own small way and thanks for putting up with me! especially huiru and amanda. you guys are really really awesome and inspiring and you guys really have beautiful hearts. i mean it =)

i'll miss some of you loads.. you probably know who you are. i'll miss lunches and lame jokes =) and... to most of you, again if not all of you. you've great personalities and i'm really inspired by what i see in you! there's so many things i know i can learn from you, and some qualities you guys possess are really unique and admirable. stay true to yourself! it's been a pleasure knowing you, and i just wanted you to know that. you're special and i'm not saying this just for the sake of it. i mean it.

thanks for hugs and smiles, for messages and phone calls, for birthday presents and cards, for your encouragement and support, for being there. for being you ;)

good luck and all the best in the future paths you undertake! i hope you'll bless the people you meet in the same way you've blessed me! =)

lotsa love,adeline

p.s omg seriously emo man!! lol please excuse me =)